我真的累了。

Dear, thanks for you very encouraging sms. Shop like crazy women and club like hooker.

Babe, I need some stuffs from Japan.

Dad, I want my money.

Sis, gimme some space.

Friend, gay are meant to be with male.

To my lecturers,

Peter, your guidelines annoyed me so much and i want to kill you, you sucks.

Mike, you're the best but can't believe that I'm having most of your works. Your 2 reports, 1 presentation, 2 exams. They are all yours.

Duncan, you eat shit. After months, i still do not know what the ferk is Environmental Impact Assessment.

Simon, you are okay.

Martin, your report and exam ferking hard.

How tired?

1. Every part of my body is aching.

2. My brain gone big and soft.

3. I slept few hours only. ( when i'm those needing 12 hours)

4. My tummy gone flat.

5. The floor full of white bits.

6. M right shoulder .. um, a bit weird. Aching if ever i move or i se my right hand to carry heavy bag.

How fed up?

1. Peter's report took me 3 nights just to figure them out.

2. Kitchen smells like ferking shit.

3. I have no money.

4. If suicide is not a sin. I'll be resting in my nice starry coffin.

5. I took 3 coffees a day just to keep my brain clear, that's why it gone soft.

6. Dear's birthday is coming and.. I did nothing.

How dead is dead?

1. If i cannot finish all of them by coming Wednesday. Happy Birthday to Dear and visit my funeral.

2. If i don't sleep properly. I'll def looking like zombie. Feed me flesh and blood.

3. If i don't eat properly. I'll be dried. Burried me.

4. If i don't drink in a week time. Send me to psychology unit.

5. If i don't pass this year. This time, i'll kill myself using 'rat poision' adding into Martell 24 and finish the whole bottle when listening to club songs while taking washing powder cig.

6. If... all these above happened to me. You know i mean it. I'll be in deep trouble.