In Bristol,

You don't see,

historical places,

palaces,

memorial parks,

huge churches,

nice cathedrals,

fun shopping areas.

In Bristol,

You'll have any any thing you want.

You'll sleep as many hours as you can.

You'll be able to eat any food.

You can do anything you want.

You'll have the chance to visit Swansea, Cardiff, Reading, Swindon, London, and Oxford.

As.. I promise. You. My Only You.

If you think sleepless night is tiring/suffocating.

If you think working hard is out of your capability.

Ask youself.. a... powerful.. why?

I got myself a new toy today.

Basically, i am broke.

It is not time to find solutions completing the courseworks,

But,

How to save money.

My friend came from Manchester today.

We both had lots of fun gossiping.

XD

One of my buddies.

We had a fight when we were 15, never thought that we could be so close until now.

My friend..

Stop beating me when you laugh.

As i said.. I do not need reason to cry.

But why is he forcing me every every every single sec?

Why is he breaking my heart every every sec?

Why are you forcing me to hate you?

Fuck you.

I Fuck You.

Am having fun playing the morning call game.

The rules:-

1. Must wake up once the fella called

2. Must wake that fella up

3. On time calling

4. Treat it seriously (because must wake up mer)

The results:-

1. Ignore once hung up

2. Ignore after few times of calling because that fella also ignore me

3. Never on time, always an hour late

4. We actually understand the importances of zzzz.

Not having fun but a very motivative 'game'.

The rules:-

1. Set a target everyday - complete the target

2. Promising - Promise to finish the targets for some great reasons

3. Can only zzzz when the targets are met

The results:-

1. I am still not sure about the results

2. But we will somehow make it

Gonna make a long post again.

Shall i start with the second biggest issue in life which everyone called it friendship (What a lame introduction)? I was once an extremely complex minded girl around 19 or 18 year-old due to the way i acted or survived. It is not okay to mengcomplicatedkan life matters because you yourself will be the only suffered animal at the end of the day. I admit i had such suffocating experiences these few years ending up very sicked of myself. I am very stubborn in.. No. This is not the way. If things are out of my imagination i hardly accept the consequences if you get what i mean. Of course i know my limitation is always longer/larger/bigger than most of my friends but it just that..No. Maybe i have high expectation. It is time to lower myself o when i work in real life i might as well bend myself down to some bossy idiots. Poor me. Okay i'm a bit behind the friendship topic. So, I guess i have to gain back my faith before i lose my best buddies. Um, there ae reasons causing me losing confidence. Haih, see.. I seriously do not know what to say. I do not know. I do not know.

是爱..

让我想等待。

等待一切美好的到来。

发现..

有些我原以为永恒不变的人事物，

变了。

坚定..

是真的如此的坚定吗？

永恒..

有什么是永恒不变的？

一字..

很简单。

一句..

很久。

Currently putting my arse on the library chair.

My goal.

Finish one 40 pages coursework tonight.

Wish me luck.

I dreamt of my friend.

Here's the dream.

Three of us were sleeping on the same bed one night.

She had this ghosty nightmare and woke me up.

I hugged her.

Ok. It sounds gay but if you can have sweet moves/actions with your boyfriend or girlfriend why is it that you can't hug your best friends? Or even a kiss?

I always like to kiss this i-dreamt-of-her-having-nightmare best friend.

I sometimes think a hug is always sweeter than words.

You know i'm talking about you.

Because you're the only girl i always kissed.

LMAO

XD

Yeee.. Very happy today.
I've received a card before i left to uni.
Calling me "Baby"
Yeee.. Very meaningful.
I loved it.


Coldplay is the best band ever.
Best song of Coldplay
"Fix You"

Must work must work must work!

I am so tired and sleepy.

Eason's album is good.

Waiting for B.E.P and Amuro Namie.

What if.
What if there's no one listen to your stories?
What if there's no one telling you your stories shit?
What if there's no one using his her own time for you?
What if there's no one saying i love you?
What if your friends are avoiding you? Even for 2 days?


For me.. Whatever what ifs.
I have faith..
O. there's one what if i like.
What if.. there are people always know your moves and yet you thought we are stupid?
You think its you im talking about?
Maybe i'm not.
God wots.
God bless you.
TOO.

害怕死了！看见昨晚喝醉了所post的文。
今天清醒！当下delete！
希望没任何人看见！
不是什么秘密。
只是，一些伤痛。
留给自己就好了。
骂了一堆..
但？
又如何..


经过一番的沉寂，思绪冷静下来了。
我知道我该怎么做了。
闭关。
练功。
成事。
在天。
加油加油。
我不会再被你影响。

Oh.. Eason's album will be out in 2 days!

Waiting.. waiting.....

There's one matter unbelievable strong! Fully destroyed my working mood!

If i am allowed to do any anything..

You are so dead Let me tell you this.

YOU ARE SO FUCKING DEAD!

ALL OF YOU!

WILL BE FUCKING KILLED!

WHAT THE FUCK!

I don't really like to make a long post but my heart urged me to do so today. A long post does not mean I am going to tell you my full life or what i just had for breakfast, it's going to be a simple self-explaination post that requires bit of your time to read if it does not bother you too much. My life is.. contradictious. I actually think everyone's life is unlike mine because i have this visual handicapped disease that makes me hardly see further way and even the next second. Perhaps, i've been trapping in my round round for too long. I know it is time to come out and see the real real reality world. HEY, I completely understand all of the reality shits just that i never liked to be part of it. "Escape" has the strange kiddie magic that similar to drugs (I guess). It automatically calms you downnnn.. gives you the feeling that the problems finally leave you alone. However, it is not the right way to live normally. It will somehow attack the inside of you, weaken and soften you.

Let me make myself clear.

I want to destroy my round round.