Life is no longer fun/lively without what i've been waiting for.
This is exactly how i feel about myself right now.
When i think properly.. think about what is that that i am waiting for.
I don't remember.
Now, i can see that it should be what i thought about long long ago because of the reason i couldn't recall of the waiting wants.
Nothing happened to me.
This is why life is no longer fun and happening.
人果然是由矛盾制造的。
我好像..真的累了。
可不可以休息？