I wanted to go after you again.
But, i do not want you to be part of my life anymore.
Cause I'm good without you.
I thank god for he has already let you know that you made both correct and wrong decisions.
Leaving me for some stupid reasons was a right move.
Choosing him was wrong.
We will see.
All the stupid stupid what working for him shits..
Argh, i feel embarassing for you.
Just get the fuck out of my life.
I do not need you.
Here's the thing.
You are not needed by anyone.

I am not happy.
I do not want to move on.
I do not want to live strong.
Cause it's what you want.
From now on, 2 June 2011, i will not talk to you anymore.
I'm gonna be so dead to you.
You must be very happy I'm saying this.

"I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more. "

I saw this today.
So true.

And I wont let you fall Don’t be afraid to fall I’m right here to catch you I wont let you down It wont get you down Your gonna make it Yea I know you can make it Cause I will stand by you I will help you through When you’ve done all you can do And you can’t cope And I will dry your eyes I will fight your fight I will hold you tight And I wont let go Oh I’m gonna hold you And I wont let go Wont let you go No I wont -I Won't Let Go-

I thought you said you are not giving up. I thought we are so in love. I thought I thought.. I'm harrassing you. I'm disturbing you. I don't have dignity. I'm freaking you out. How heart aching you told me all these.

God has no mercy.
Deep down, i know that it is not just sadness, it is far deeper.
I am going through something.
Don't take my words my actions personally, i am not meant that way.